Thursday, July 19, 2007

my feelings after self-esteem session

Who am I ---- ?
 
I really dont want to know now who am I. I am whoever I am.
And after this session too.......... I want to rewrite 500 words about me.
 
It was so easy to say that it doesnt affect me , what others think. If I think deep down, I was still expecting something from others to think about me.
But then I realise what others think  is not in my control. And My self-esteem can defintely not rely on something that is not in my control.
 
When it comes to respecting kids or anyone for that matter ...........
I was under impression that one needs to earn respect.
But why do I need to earn it ? Now since I am not looking myself from other's point of view, I dont need to do anything for that. I deserve respect from myself most importantly and I am worth of it just because I exist.
 
I wanted to give fishes to so many ppl today. But dont know what was holding me back. Am still thinking abt it that too. U all made me think so much today. And  yes shaking up my beliefs too. I thank ratnesh for making me confused. I am sure I would find answers to my qyestions.  
And I am thankfull to all of u that u asked ur doubts , and with every question that u asked, i could relate it to myself. Making me think more.
And stories that  u all shared were wonderful.
 
 
 
 

1 comment:

kirti said...

forgot it again -- its kirti here.